Before the passing of my second eldest son, I defined myself as the seemingly happy, organized persona of an ordinary married mother of five who consumed her waking hours rallying her five children. Lost in the confusion and chaos of my busy household, I was unwittingly disconnected from my soul. In 2012, my twenty-three year old son died and my world was turned upside down. It took time, but slowly I learnt to accept my new existence and began to heal. Grief is different for everyone. There is no right or wrong way to grieve, though some times we need help to guide us through. The loss of a child is something no parent ever wants to experience, yet I discovered over time that death is not the end of our loving connection. There are days I feel my son around me which gives me great comfort. Although my life can be tinged with sadness at times, I look back and treasure those days we shared and now enjoy the freedom to trust in the Universe. I believe my son has given me this gift which I will treasure always, knowing he is by my side. My decision to embark upon a new path has led me to a richer life created around faith, trust, love and endless possibilities. I now appreciate everyone and everything. I soon discovered how I had become a passenger in my own life living through my children's adventures which fulfilled my needs during those years. However, the change which ensued my loss, opened my eyes to what is important in life. This for me was the defining moment which put me back into the driver’s seat. There is no doubt that loss is heart wrenching and definitely life changing. Initially I felt very unsettled, but gradually as I tuned into my heart and intuition I began to accept my new circumstances and as such, appreciated my own life on a deeper level of awareness. This new journey initially led me to help others with coaching and art therapy which dramatically changed my life. Nowadays my focus has shifted to the creation and development of artisan fashion pieces to celebrate each individual's uniqueness. As I spend my days consciously designing beautiful pieces to inspire community soul connection, I am armed with the knowledge that there is far more to life, to existence than we can ever imagine. We are all vibrational beings sharing this life experience. Our souls are eternal. Let us learn to nurture the gift of life which brings us the freedom to explore fearlessly, and ultimately brings us joy.